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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

tokyo tower

: currently listening to Gita Gutawa - Apa Kata Bintang (skang azan Isya.. so how):

selama nie ... kita sentiasa ajar diri sendri supaya be ready kalo2 perkara buruk akan berlaku ... especially dlm dunia percintaan gibeks2 nie .. anything might happened. for me, ai takkan rasa apa2 kalo2 perkara seperti clash / being cheated or anything y major berlaku .. ala2 da tabah gitue .. so senang je nk let it go..

tp camne plak kalo small2 thing happens ... kadang2 .. secara tak disangke, kita tak sempat nk mengelak dr terluka. well, mayb ituela lumrah hidup .. kalo kita terlalu ready utk benda y besar2 je .. y kecil2 menimpa pun kita akan terasa ... hmmmm

well, thats happend to me rite now .. uuhuuhhhuuuuu.

last few days ... org y ai sangke adalh org y baik telah carut ai terang2 dlm frenster. mayb my fault la kowt kacau dia sedangkn dia itue str8 gitue .. tp dia sgt cute .. hiks *pengsan*.
he even block me from viewing his frenster for few days .. huhuhu dasyat nye~!!! but im OK sajork ... tak terasa pun .. lite2 sajork .. stended la tu kena reject kn? hiks

then, tak lama lepas tu, i met someone ... well, to be exact, dia y gigih msg di website, bawak ke YM .. then mintak no phone bagai .. hoh0hoh0ho .. after few days, dia sentiasa la wat ai sgt hepi. .. thats all when one moment .. exactly last nite ... i received his sms saying, thank u for being a part of me for this few days .. after this dont contact me anymore .. wut a shock .. hmm nevamind. maybe dia just perlukan someone utk pose2 percintaan sementara menunggu sesuatu.

then, sbb ai mcm takleh tido, ai bgn seawal jam 7 pastu baring2 di katil je ... berangan gitue ..
tp .. bile ai masuk cenel, tetibe plak dowang2 nie citer psl best gi breakfast ...
tak pasal2 ai rase sgt sentap sbb ai tak diajak pun ... huhuhu *matila sentap berterusan*
tetibe plak ai rasa mcm sume org nk isolated ai ... hmmmm.. tak psl2 plak ai rase mcm sume org da bosan ngan ai ... lalu dowang nk pegi carik kawan baru. huhu

pastu, petang tadi .. ai dpt berita plak dr adik2 mengenai mamat y sume tau ai taste ..
bukan setakat ai taste, tp dia selama nie melayan baik je .. cume ai, bile org ai suke da layan baik, tadela ai nk gi ngurat nk rembak bagai kn? kekeke.. ai respect mereka sbb mereka claim mereka str8. tetibe .....
adik2 nie kata, mamat itue tetibe da declare kapel ngan sowang ponen y ai sgt benci .. camne tuh????? katanya, mereka skang rajin dating, tido pun bersama .. hayooo.. ai tak sedih tp ai sentap, ley????

so skang ai rase sgt pelik ... cam nk marah, cam sentap .. cam tak kisah ... mcm2 la ...
well, mayb kalo nk dipikirkn .. sume tu benda y kecil sajork .. dinch perlu dirisaukn .. tp ... kalo sumenye dtg dlm masa kurang 3 hari ... hayoo.. tak tahan jugak yall!!!

esok plak ai ade test, quiz .. sama ngan jumaat ade test ngan quiz ...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....... wuttodo??
takpela yall ...
skang ai nk kosentrate study je .. wpun ekceli dinch boleh kosentrate kan? hiks
ai nk tgk citer Tokyo Tower smbil nanges je ...
adiosss yall!
p/s: top 10 ai berkurang jadi 7 dlm masa 3 hari, kelles kan? kekeke

....................terkini................................. edisi 3 may 12:11pm.................

kan ... ai mmg dicurse!!!!
tiba2 ... pagi tadi ai dpt citer dr pisa mengenai sowang lg budak y ai taste cm nk gile
(btw, ai selalu terserempak ngan dia, dan dia tgk semacam jers .. hik)
budak itue telah di'makan' oleh kawan kami y br nak naik *nanges*
huhuhuhuhuhu kelakakakakaka!!!! myo~!!!
pastu bile ai da ade peluang nk ckp ngan dia kt cafe, tetibe plak ai leh pose2 gi beli air y TAK perlu pun .. then bile ai kembali ke tempat dia .... da TADE ...
huwaaaaaa.. i've been cursed!!!

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

huhuhuhu.. sedih dgr rumet i tgh lara. tape la uol, that's life. we're riding a roller coaster. it goes up.. down.. goes up again.. down.. the only difference is, we never know when it will end. just enjoy the ride, i can assure u, it worths trying despite of all what may comes failing..

Bedah Matahari said...

"Sometimes, when I sit on a bench on a late Saturday afternoon, I could be flown away like how do sky and solid ground could be separated by just one thin line. The green and the blank space of white dust.

Just like how do life and death are.. Two distinguish worlds by one clear visible line. It is eerie. But that's how it is meant to be. Because sometimes, life is so lovely we don't want to know what will be happening next"

Zubaidah Arshad, May 2007

*matila mak tanak kalah dengan rumet kau. mak also nak speaking. ops

Nafisah Sanuri Manjasmaradana said...

Taste ayat Bedah..

Passion. It's a force so potent we still remember it long after it's faded away. A drive so alluring it can push us to the arms of unexpected lovers. A sensation so overwhelming it can knock down walls we built to protect our hearts. A feeling so intense it resurfaces even though we try so hard to keep it buried. Yes, of all emotions, passion is the one that gives us a reason to live and an excuse to commit all sorts of crimes.

Mary Alice Young Okabe Nafisah a.k.a MAYON

*matila Myo myanmar ..hihih*

Kimie Çàrrerà said...

thx my rumed ... huhuhu
ai tau yu mesti pose2 tertekan gak bile ai tensen kn? hiks ... terus kuar kalimah2 england gitue ...
takpe yall .. ai Ok sajork .. lepas tulis dlm blog .. ai terus ceria.. kelles kan?

Kimie Çàrrerà said...

bedah ... wo ai ni *matila speking cina plak*

taste citer omputeh itue yall.. petik novel mana tu? opssss

Kimie Çàrrerà said...

piiisaaaaaaa!!!
ai pose nanges skang .. eh eh
takleh, ai pose bunuh diri skang, ley?
choiiiii!!! myo~

Lan da Great!!!! said...

u know what, problem kita lebey kurang similar sajor.....

makan hati, jeles, depressed, paranoid....

aku belum kuar sepenuhnya dari prob aku.....but im glad ko dah :)

Kimie Çàrrerà said...

takpe yall
ai dpt rasakan camne rase yall ituew
huhuhuu
sabar la noks ...
bagi ai, cara utk menghepikn diri setelah menerima dugaan ialah dgn berfantasi .. hoh0hoh0
*pose muvie Terabithia

Bedah Matahari said...

MOTIF NOVEL? KAU TAK PENAH KE http://zubaidaharshad.blogspot.com ke nok? mrasa singgah ke sana! OPS MATILA ADA DUA BLOG *LARIKK